The other morning I was hugging on you Abby. We had a rare moment where it was just you and I for a few minutes. You had no idea of the thoughts I had been struggling with. I had come to a spot where I was worried! It doesn't matter all the reasons why I was worried.. It was just something I hadn't given to the Lord.
Abby, You crawled up in my lap and said hey Mommy. I said Yes abby. You said: did you know that the Lord is our shield and that He uses that to protect us from everything?! I said yes I did know that, But I really needed the reminder So thank you! I almost cried when you told me that. It was exactly what I needed to hear at that very moment. You couldn't have possibly known I lost sleep the night before worrying about things out of my control. I want your child like faith!
I also remember sometime ago over a year at least. Daddy and I were talking about some very serious stuff and some of our fears over our current (at the time) situation. Maddie you were in your room praying and you started praying for mommy and daddy. You simply said "Jesus please help mommy and daddy amen". You said that over and over.. It touched mine and daddy's heart in that moment. You did not have the words to pray a deep prayer you were only 2 maybe 3. You prayed what you could and it ministered to me in the depths of where I was in that moment.
You both are my loves and
I love you I love you Just the way you are (a song we sing at this moment in time)
